fucking hate it 2

ok, i went into about 10 places today at least 5 said "no, we're not hiring but we're always accepting applications" so it's like i'm going to waste 30 effing minutes of my time to not even get a fucking chance. like they are going to call me in a month? how helpful. i need a job now, not a month from now. why does it have to be this way? i know no one can make it better but i really wish they could or they could just all fuck off and not even be around. like, at least when you start to get drunk, it doesn't take more than a half hour if you want, and you can be happily sleeping. being sober means you have to wait til it "kicks in" and you can finally pass out. i fucking hate being poor.